When you leave a narcissist, they secretly wish the worst for you and silently ask God to destroy you—your health and your stability. Why? Because, in their mind, you’re the one who got away. And they truly believe that they are the ones who were victimized and traumatized by your behavior.
Your decision to leave feels like betrayal to them. And betrayal is something they simply cannot tolerate. It’s a stab in the heart. They twist reality so deeply that your healthy choice to leave feels like a direct attack on their existence.
So in their distorted perspective, they beg God with tears, pleading for the harshest punishments to fall upon you as revenge for their perceived suffering
1. God, Destroy Them
“God, destroy them. Break their pride. Make them crawl back. Beg for my loves just so I can abandon them one more time.”
The first thing a narcissist desperately begs God for is your complete and utter destruction. They don’t just want to see you gone from their life. They want everything you build without them to collapse.
They imagine you losing your home, your job, your support, your peace, and your dignity—because they feel you have harmed them. They can’t accept that you escaped them. In their world, leaving equals betrayal, and betrayal deserves harsh punishment.
They believe that by choosing to walk away, you’ve insulted their worth and exposed their weaknesses. Your ability to thrive without them makes them feel small, unwanted, and irrelevant. So they beg God to bring you down in ways only they feel justified in asking for.
They want you to suffer in ways they cannot publicly admit. They want your friendships to break, your career to stall, your joy to fade. They hope that if you’re stripped of everything you created in your healing, you’ll come crawling back—of course, not out of love, but for survival.
And when you do, they fantasize about standing over you with coldness—the same coldness they always hid behind the charm, the fake niceness.
Your downfall is not just a desire for revenge. It’s a desperate attempt to repair the injury. Your escape caused their ego. They can’t handle the proof that you were never the weak one. So they beg the divine to make it look like you failed without them—even if the truth is the opposite.
2. God, Curse Them with Illness
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