Many survivors of narcissistic abuse struggle a lot with their wavering faith. In the Divine, they wonder and ask questions like:
What did I do to deserve this punishment? Why was I put through this hell? Why do I have to suffer while the narcissist gets to live their life freely? They move on from one person to the next, while I cannot move on from my pain. How and when will justice be delivered?
I am my understanding of it. Today, I’ll be talking about what God does to a narcissist—how the justice is delivered when the narcissist crosses all his or her limits.
The topic for today’s episode is clear: How God punishes a narcissist—when He is done with him or her.
During my healing journey, I felt continuous rage toward my father. I kept asking myself, “When will God deliver justice? When will my father face this rage—Divine rage—and when will He stop him?” Not only him, but his father as well, because he was a part of the entire situation.
Narcissism in my family was passed down like eye color or hair color. Almost every person I know has some of it. And you may also wonder, “How come you’re different?” I had to be. I didn’t have any option. Somebody had to break the cycle.
That’s why I have no contact with all of them. I’m completely done with them—like, nothing.
Anyways, back to the topic: During this journey, as I processed the anger, I realized he was already suffering. What I focused on was what was available to him. A lot of them get to live a long life. They get to taste success like no other person. They get to have all the money. They get to use all the people.
Yes, that’s true. But what is their internal experience of it? They are dissatisfied. That’s why they keep jumping from one person to the other. That’s the reason they are cold—their heart isn’t beating. It’s just a lump of flesh moving. There’s no soul in it. They have everything at their disposal, but they can’t feel it. They can’t taste it, smell it, see it, hear it, or touch it. They are in flesh—but it’s actually a ghostly presence.
They don’t know what life is. And in my opinion, to me, that is the entire life wasted—if you’re living your life as a parasite. If you depend on others to feel something, you’re gone. You’re already gone. And that is your suffering.
That was my realization.
Then I don’t know if it was Divine intervention or not, but during this work—during the work I do—I meet people on a daily basis. I came across a few narcissists who booked sessions with me. They wanted to know how to be a changed person.
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